Divine Amore

Reiki Healing

  • Home
  • Services
  • Contact
  • About Ann
  • Blog

Letting Go of the Need to Know, Especially when you’re Intuitive.

September 17, 2015 Ann Leave a Comment

We as humans are creatures of habit.  We like our routines.  We like to plan, to know how things will be laid out.  Personally, I was a huge planner.  From the time I was able to understand what relationships are like, I wanted to have a family.  A husband, two children, a dog and a house that was cute.  Hell I even wanted the picket fence.  I knew from the time I was a little girl exactly how my life was going to go.

 

So when that plan changed, imagine my surprise.  My initial response was fear.  I didn’t know what I was going to do.  My plan was not an option anymore, so now what?
 Letting_go_of_the_need_to_know_especially_when_you're_intuitive

 

 I was taught how to read the future.  My grandfather among many things was a powerful intuitive.  He could read tarot so he taught me. I started to read cards from then on, doing readings for friends and family.  He told me “Just be careful not to get stuck in trying to read yourself.  With this gift we have, we don’t always get to know what’s supposed to happen for us which can be frustrating.  You can’t get lost in trying to know everything before it happens.  You just have to go with the flow, ok Kiddo?”

 

When my world came tumbling down around me however, I forgot what my grandfather said and started to use my gifts to know things for myself before they would happen.  For the longest time I didn’t know why I was constantly looking for reassurance.  I needed something to keep me sane, whole and hopeful.  Especially when things got really dark.  After a while it became a habit that was hard to break. I’d pull cards when I was upset, when things didn’t go my way.  I would connect with my friends who had the same gifts and grill them about what they thought about my future. Would everything be ok? I needed to know.  Immediately.  It was a way to ease my pain or clear whatever discomfort I was in because I definitely didn’t want to be in it.

 

Over the last year I’ve done work around my need to know.  Especially when I stepped into working with clients in their need to know.  Since I completed my Reiki attunements I started to shift away from readings.  I wanted my clients to feel empowered.  I wanted them to know that they could trust in their path, in themselves, that they didn’t need me to reassure them on a regular basis.  I was more of a tune up person they could come to see when they knew they were bogged down.

 

So why then, am I showing up for myself in the complete opposite way?  I dug deep into where this need to know came from, it occurred to me that it had a lot to do with fear.  I was desperately trying to protect myself from pain.  Whether physical or emotional, I didn’t want to feel hurt.  I was trying to brace myself from that pain and trying to get reassured that I’d be ok at the same time.  A very interesting combination.

 

There are a million things I could share with you to shift this.  There’s really only one thing that actually works.

 

Trust.
That’s it.  Seriously.

 

Trust.  Have faith that everything will work out.  Know that even when things seem dark, terrible and that they’ll never get better, that they always do.  If you have to write down the word trust on 100 post it notes and leave them around your house, at work, in your car or where ever else you need to, great.  Do it.  Put the word trust as a screen saver on your phone.  Remind yourself constantly, it’s ok to let go and trust that everything will be ok.

 

I’ve learned that not knowing is a beautiful gift.  I get to experience life fully present because I have no idea what’s going to happen for me.  I get to be surprised, to enjoy the twists and turns of my journey.  Instead of worrying what will happen, I remind myself all the time that when I let go and trust in the universe, that things always work out the way I want them too.  It’s a practice to commit to trust.  I do it every day.  Every day it gets easier.

Share on Tumblr

Blog

Leave a Reply Cancel reply

Your email address will not be published. Required fields are marked *

This site uses Akismet to reduce spam. Learn how your comment data is processed.

About Ann

I have left my corporate life behind to pursue my passion for holistic health, spiritual richness and transformation.

My goal in this life is to use this gift I have been given to help you be the best version of yourself possible!
Read More...

Services Available

* Reiki Treatments *
* Distance healing and Energy Chart *
* Tarot Card Readings *
* Party Services (bridal showers etc) *
* Private Yoga lessons and sessions *


Search

divineamorereiki

Divine Amore Reiki & Readings
Don’t assume something will always be there. W Don’t assume something will always be there. 

With the way the world is changing on a daily basis you would think that lesson would be ingrained in us by now. 

And it’s funny how I still hear this: “I’ll do it next time.” Or “I’ll sign up for the next round.” Or even the classic: “I’ll tell them the next time I see them.” 

Here’s the thing. 

If you feel the pull to do something and stop yourself because you think they’ll be another opportunity....I’m here to tell you that nothing is guaranteed. 

That thing you want to do may not be possible a month from now or more accurately when you feel “ready”. 

You can talk yourself in to or out of anything.  The question is, are the things you’re talking yourself out of are probably things that will help you move forward. 

So do yourself a favour.  Don’t wait. 

#deepthoughts #whatiminrightnow #transformation #stopwaiting #healing #energyhealing #stepinnow #reikihealing #clearing #ifyoucanwhynot #thebigwork #trusttheprocess #dothework #loveyou #divineamore
Surprise.....you actually are. #witches #witches Surprise.....you actually are. 

#witches #witchesofinstagram #bigmagickenergy #causeyouarethespell #seriously #magickisreal #nooneownsit #somakeityourown #healing #clearing #transformation #yourway #weloveit #soletitflow #trustyourself #divineamore
Alright, let’s have this moment. I hear this a Alright, let’s have this moment. 

I hear this all the time. 

Hell I’ve even said it. 

The idea that it’s “coming”. Don’t worry, the man is coming!  The money is coming! The magick is coming!  That thing that you’re waiting for to happen and will make everything better....is coming!!!

Here’s the thing. 

Talking about things as if they are “coming” is keeping them in the future.  So you will always be in the state of waiting for it to happen. 

Try this instead. 

It’s happening!  It’s happening now!  It’s here!!!

Feels better right?

You are a powerful creator.  Therefore, you have the ability to attract what you want. And you are making your dreams a reality by painting on that sexy canvas that is life.....so stop putting it in the future! 

Own it now. 

Because you deserve it you delicious monster. 😘😘😘

#thesassisreal #bigmoves #alignmentpractice #itshappening #itshappeningnow #alignyourlife #healing #clearing #letgoofitscoming #embraceitshappening #thebigwork #transformation #createyourreality #dothework #trusttheprocess #witchvibes #witchythings #love #divineamore
Well, it was a weekend I’ll tell you that. Merc Well, it was a weekend I’ll tell you that.  Mercury went out with a bang as it usually does.  Having a day off means I get the time to regroup and relax which is how I plan to spend this snow day. 

I took this shot from my window and felt a moment of appreciation for all the things that I can.  It really is beautiful...the idea that something can just fall from the sky and blanket us with a fresh coating of snow....much like the power we posses to start new, to wipe the slate clean if you will. 

So I’ll have gratitude, continue to feel my feelings and disconnect from this for a moment so I can refresh, wipe my own slate clean and continue to build on what I’ve created. 

#deepthoughts #forgivenesspractice #healing #clearing #buildingonthework #transformation #alignment #alignmentpractice #love #trust #divineamore
Load More... Follow on Instagram

Copyright © 2015 · Wild Free Design